Meine Beschreibung ist : I am such a person, I need to be sure that I have mutual feelings with people. If I want to write, then the person wants to write to me, if I love, then me. But if I feel even a little bit that I am not welcome, I stop writing, calling, and even thinking about this person. It begins to seem to me that I am imposing myself, and from this thought any desire to contact such a person disappears.